1 00:02:08,287 --> 00:02:10,174 Most thoughts are memories. 2 00:02:11,679 --> 00:02:13,916 And memories deceive. 3 00:02:14,784 --> 00:02:16,213 The walk. 4 00:02:16,448 --> 00:02:18,936 The way he smoked a cigarette. 5 00:02:19,136 --> 00:02:21,143 Laughed. 6 00:02:23,776 --> 00:02:25,784 The dead are dead. 7 00:02:26,400 --> 00:02:28,222 He's gone. 8 00:02:29,376 --> 00:02:32,442 What's left to ever say he was here at all? 9 00:02:35,424 --> 00:02:37,279 Not much. 10 00:02:49,857 --> 00:02:51,450 Fuck off. 11 00:02:58,786 --> 00:03:00,574 You heard from Will? 12 00:03:00,770 --> 00:03:02,526 Not recent. 13 00:03:03,169 --> 00:03:04,828 Months now. 14 00:03:05,218 --> 00:03:08,513 - Used to ring regular. - I thought he'd be back. 15 00:03:09,282 --> 00:03:11,070 He won't be back. 16 00:03:11,586 --> 00:03:12,797 That's a wicked waste. 17 00:03:13,890 --> 00:03:16,029 - Changed. - Well, he would, wouldn't he? 18 00:03:16,226 --> 00:03:17,818 Too long alone does that to you. 19 00:03:18,017 --> 00:03:21,181 I told him. I said, "you go out there with the pig fuckers..." 20 00:03:21,378 --> 00:03:22,839 here will do. 21 00:03:29,346 --> 00:03:31,451 Business or pleasure? 22 00:03:31,650 --> 00:03:33,723 Bit of both. 23 00:03:34,690 --> 00:03:38,235 If Will knew you were turning that stuff, he'd tread on you. 24 00:03:39,939 --> 00:03:41,695 Be good. 25 00:03:44,387 --> 00:03:47,518 Give him my regards if he rings. 26 00:04:01,155 --> 00:04:02,366 Yes? 27 00:04:02,563 --> 00:04:06,077 - I hear you're giving money away. - Davey, you're late. 28 00:04:30,628 --> 00:04:32,221 Devastating. 29 00:04:46,790 --> 00:04:48,677 - Did you get my message? - I'm here. 30 00:04:52,805 --> 00:04:53,983 I was at school with her. 31 00:04:54,725 --> 00:04:56,864 - Money. - She'll do. 32 00:05:29,479 --> 00:05:31,781 - Who's that? - Some yob. 33 00:06:02,120 --> 00:06:03,843 - How much? - One and a bit. 34 00:06:04,040 --> 00:06:06,309 - A bit? - Eleven. 35 00:06:20,776 --> 00:06:22,117 Nice? 36 00:06:24,328 --> 00:06:26,881 - Nine and a half. - Please. 37 00:06:29,416 --> 00:06:31,009 Okay. 38 00:06:33,897 --> 00:06:36,166 You got any brown? 39 00:06:38,185 --> 00:06:40,072 There's another 500. 40 00:06:40,649 --> 00:06:42,437 Are you interested? 41 00:06:44,553 --> 00:06:46,725 I was told you liked money. 42 00:06:49,993 --> 00:06:52,360 It's a cunt's drug. 43 00:07:27,531 --> 00:07:28,578 Boo. 44 00:07:59,179 --> 00:08:02,049 Get him out! Get him out! 45 00:08:31,213 --> 00:08:32,642 Prick. 46 00:09:11,278 --> 00:09:12,685 Please. 47 00:10:17,968 --> 00:10:20,718 You move, he'll have your bastard arm off! 48 00:10:20,912 --> 00:10:23,214 What do you want? Who are you? 49 00:10:23,824 --> 00:10:26,191 I've got a robert calgani in the van. 50 00:10:26,385 --> 00:10:28,589 I got this address from his driving license. 51 00:10:29,297 --> 00:10:31,947 Drunk? Is he drunk? 52 00:10:32,497 --> 00:10:34,188 He's been hurt. 53 00:10:35,409 --> 00:10:37,830 Quiet, barrick. Here, boy. 54 00:10:39,025 --> 00:10:40,235 I seen you around. 55 00:10:41,649 --> 00:10:44,038 You work in the forest. 56 00:10:45,809 --> 00:10:47,697 He should be in hospital. 57 00:10:47,921 --> 00:10:50,474 He should be back in prison. 58 00:10:51,890 --> 00:10:53,417 Don't go. 59 00:10:53,618 --> 00:10:55,341 Not yet. 60 00:10:56,113 --> 00:10:58,023 You from london? 61 00:10:58,898 --> 00:11:00,359 I been there. 62 00:11:00,562 --> 00:11:01,991 Twice. 63 00:11:03,058 --> 00:11:04,782 Frightened me. 64 00:11:06,482 --> 00:11:08,304 It can do that. 65 00:11:44,307 --> 00:11:45,714 Coffee? 66 00:11:45,908 --> 00:11:47,217 Prefer a brandy. 67 00:11:59,861 --> 00:12:01,486 So this modeling then, 68 00:12:01,685 --> 00:12:03,092 good money? 69 00:12:03,285 --> 00:12:08,140 I know a boy who got 20 k for five days' work in japan. 70 00:12:09,237 --> 00:12:11,211 I do love to travel. 71 00:12:12,565 --> 00:12:14,572 Best hotels. 72 00:12:14,805 --> 00:12:16,845 Best food. 73 00:12:17,077 --> 00:12:18,965 All the extras. 74 00:12:22,550 --> 00:12:24,655 Snake bites to the waist? 75 00:12:25,366 --> 00:12:27,787 I don't understand you half of the time. 76 00:12:27,990 --> 00:12:29,582 They love a bit of rough, your sort. 77 00:12:29,780 --> 00:12:32,398 You are not as rough as you act. 78 00:12:36,565 --> 00:12:37,710 What you doing? 79 00:12:37,909 --> 00:12:39,698 I've lost my lighter. 80 00:12:39,893 --> 00:12:41,202 You sure? 81 00:12:41,589 --> 00:12:43,728 I had it in the wine bar. 82 00:12:52,662 --> 00:12:54,418 These should ease the pain. 83 00:12:55,446 --> 00:12:57,039 What do you wanna do? 84 00:12:57,238 --> 00:12:58,863 Go up... 85 00:12:59,062 --> 00:13:00,688 ...go down... 86 00:13:01,302 --> 00:13:03,212 ...or sideways? 87 00:14:11,129 --> 00:14:12,951 Hey, taxi! 88 00:14:14,713 --> 00:14:15,891 - Brixton. - Brixton? 89 00:14:16,090 --> 00:14:17,912 - Yeah. - Hysterical. 90 00:14:18,521 --> 00:14:19,928 What? 91 00:14:20,505 --> 00:14:22,066 Fuck you very much, mate! 92 00:14:22,298 --> 00:14:23,956 Taxi! 93 00:14:25,561 --> 00:14:26,838 Cunt. 94 00:14:27,034 --> 00:14:28,889 Brixton. Water lane. 95 00:14:42,938 --> 00:14:44,793 Sweet. 96 00:14:45,562 --> 00:14:46,739 Turn it up. 97 00:15:10,778 --> 00:15:12,371 Are you licensed? 98 00:15:13,531 --> 00:15:14,992 Yep. 99 00:15:16,155 --> 00:15:18,326 You're not licensed. 100 00:15:20,603 --> 00:15:22,130 Bit conspicuous, isn't it? 101 00:15:22,331 --> 00:15:24,852 I mean, an orange cab? 102 00:15:26,203 --> 00:15:28,058 How do you mean, "orange"? 103 00:15:28,251 --> 00:15:29,461 The cab. 104 00:15:30,779 --> 00:15:32,186 Is it? 105 00:15:33,115 --> 00:15:34,676 You never noticed? 106 00:15:36,251 --> 00:15:37,812 No. 107 00:15:40,379 --> 00:15:41,525 Fuck. 108 00:15:41,724 --> 00:15:44,888 Fucks! Fucking gearbox! Don't... 109 00:15:45,084 --> 00:15:46,513 fucks! Shit, shit! 110 00:15:54,813 --> 00:15:58,675 Listen. Sorry, cap, but you're gonna have to leg it. 111 00:15:58,909 --> 00:16:00,087 No sweat, mate. 112 00:16:00,317 --> 00:16:01,910 I'm halfway home. 113 00:16:02,525 --> 00:16:04,215 New york. 114 00:16:04,413 --> 00:16:06,682 - What? - Yeah. 115 00:16:06,877 --> 00:16:09,016 Yeah, fuck it, I'm gonna go to new york. 116 00:16:09,213 --> 00:16:13,403 Yeah, get out of this fucking little shitty retread rat hole. 117 00:16:13,597 --> 00:16:15,091 Yeah. 118 00:17:27,584 --> 00:17:29,013 Fuck! 119 00:17:39,167 --> 00:17:40,542 No! 120 00:19:01,059 --> 00:19:02,816 You okay, son? 121 00:19:04,227 --> 00:19:06,235 Are you all right, lad? 122 00:19:14,244 --> 00:19:16,611 Davey. Snake snot, where you been? 123 00:19:16,804 --> 00:19:20,066 - Catch you later, c, yeah? - Yeah, hold up. 124 00:19:20,740 --> 00:19:21,917 Dave. 125 00:19:53,253 --> 00:19:56,220 Oh, god. Don't you never sleep? 126 00:19:56,964 --> 00:20:01,056 Where's that...? What's-her-name? Blondie. Isn't she with you? 127 00:22:00,617 --> 00:22:01,893 Will! 128 00:22:05,545 --> 00:22:07,106 I've... 129 00:22:07,305 --> 00:22:08,898 I've gotta let you go, Will. 130 00:22:09,097 --> 00:22:10,112 I'm sorry. 131 00:22:10,313 --> 00:22:12,353 This new man, he's asked for your details. 132 00:22:12,553 --> 00:22:14,626 You've no cards, no numbers. 133 00:22:14,825 --> 00:22:16,964 It's all numbers nowadays. Fucking computers! 134 00:22:17,162 --> 00:22:18,623 Don't worry about it. 135 00:22:19,241 --> 00:22:20,648 I'll finish this off. Clear up. 136 00:22:20,842 --> 00:22:23,297 Well, I can't afford to lose you. I told him that. 137 00:22:23,530 --> 00:22:25,472 But he don't listen, does he? He's not a listener. 138 00:22:25,706 --> 00:22:27,048 Anyway, your money's waiting for you. 139 00:22:27,242 --> 00:22:29,762 Bit extra for you. A bonus. 140 00:22:30,954 --> 00:22:32,515 Will... 141 00:22:32,714 --> 00:22:35,976 ...last night, was there someone up here? 142 00:22:36,490 --> 00:22:38,279 Kids. In a car. 143 00:22:38,474 --> 00:22:39,881 There's blood up there. 144 00:22:40,074 --> 00:22:41,962 When I got there, they were just leaving. 145 00:22:42,154 --> 00:22:43,943 Did you get their number? 146 00:22:44,458 --> 00:22:46,116 No. 147 00:23:13,867 --> 00:23:16,867 Hi, it's sheridan. Don't forget the party tonight. 148 00:23:17,068 --> 00:23:19,337 I've got someone lined up, an old school friend. 149 00:23:19,532 --> 00:23:21,507 She's knitting a jumper, and she needs an ounce of wool. 150 00:23:21,708 --> 00:23:24,458 Don't be late, Davey. You're always late. 151 00:23:37,293 --> 00:23:38,308 Still in your feather? 152 00:23:38,509 --> 00:23:41,858 It's mickser. What, it's half 5. 153 00:23:42,061 --> 00:23:43,849 You still haven't rung me. 154 00:23:44,045 --> 00:23:47,460 You still on for ronnie's tonight? Terence blanchard. Be a blinder. 155 00:23:47,821 --> 00:23:49,228 Ring me, you lump! 156 00:24:45,295 --> 00:24:48,077 She should listen to her mum, yeah? It's like she's right. 157 00:24:48,271 --> 00:24:49,449 - I know. - It's no good. 158 00:24:49,647 --> 00:24:51,273 - She does it all the time. - Yeah. 159 00:24:51,471 --> 00:24:53,708 - What, girls? - Wanker! 160 00:25:09,456 --> 00:25:10,863 Hello, mrs. B. 161 00:25:11,056 --> 00:25:12,463 Sorry to disturb you. Is he in? 162 00:25:12,688 --> 00:25:14,892 Well... well, he was. 163 00:25:15,088 --> 00:25:16,876 - Oh, you've seen him? - About 5. 164 00:25:17,072 --> 00:25:19,690 - What, this evening? - No, this morning. 165 00:25:19,888 --> 00:25:21,928 He come in just as I was going to work. 166 00:25:22,128 --> 00:25:23,273 I've been ringing. 167 00:25:23,472 --> 00:25:26,155 - He might have somebody up there. - Who, cathy? 168 00:25:26,352 --> 00:25:27,497 Cathy? 169 00:25:27,697 --> 00:25:31,406 Oh, I get so muddled. Is she the little blondie? 170 00:25:31,600 --> 00:25:33,640 He's a randy little devil. 171 00:25:41,009 --> 00:25:42,416 Davey? 172 00:25:49,841 --> 00:25:51,696 You up there? 173 00:25:58,322 --> 00:26:00,624 You decent? 174 00:26:07,378 --> 00:26:08,872 Where is he, bird? 175 00:26:09,106 --> 00:26:10,033 Birdie, birdie. 176 00:26:10,674 --> 00:26:12,365 Birdie, birdie. 177 00:26:28,978 --> 00:26:31,345 What you doing sitting in the dark? 178 00:26:38,739 --> 00:26:40,430 Davey? 179 00:26:42,802 --> 00:26:45,486 Davey? Davey! Davey! 180 00:26:45,682 --> 00:26:49,479 Davey! Davey! Davey! Davey! 181 00:26:49,683 --> 00:26:53,065 No, no! Crap, crap, crap, crap, crap, crap, crap! No! No! 182 00:26:53,267 --> 00:26:56,944 Frank! Frank! Frank! 183 00:26:57,140 --> 00:27:00,401 - Get up here now! - What's wrong? 184 00:27:00,595 --> 00:27:02,799 Get frank up here now! 185 00:27:02,996 --> 00:27:04,490 Davey? 186 00:27:04,691 --> 00:27:07,474 - Frank? - Outside, in the car. 187 00:27:07,667 --> 00:27:09,293 Davey, you all right, lovey? 188 00:27:09,492 --> 00:27:11,052 There's been an accident. 189 00:27:12,116 --> 00:27:13,971 - That's blood. - Blood, yeah. 190 00:27:14,196 --> 00:27:16,171 He's gonna be all right, ma. 191 00:27:16,404 --> 00:27:18,095 He's just cut hisself. 192 00:27:18,292 --> 00:27:20,976 - Please get frank, eh? - I'll get a towel. 193 00:27:21,172 --> 00:27:23,060 No, no, no, we got towels. 194 00:27:23,253 --> 00:27:26,002 - I'll get a blanket. - No, no. Just get frank! 195 00:27:26,197 --> 00:27:29,775 Outside, in the car, please! 196 00:27:30,708 --> 00:27:32,651 Everything's gonna be all right, eh? 197 00:27:39,893 --> 00:27:42,064 Oh, god. 198 00:27:42,262 --> 00:27:43,407 Oh, no. 199 00:27:43,637 --> 00:27:47,434 Oh, Davey. No, no, no! 200 00:27:47,670 --> 00:27:50,255 No, no! 201 00:27:50,453 --> 00:27:52,820 No! No! 202 00:28:22,935 --> 00:28:25,074 Table eight, josie. 203 00:28:34,038 --> 00:28:35,697 This is hot. 204 00:28:41,463 --> 00:28:44,081 - Top up? - Why not. 205 00:28:46,327 --> 00:28:48,149 Where are you going? 206 00:28:48,343 --> 00:28:49,685 I don't know. 207 00:28:49,879 --> 00:28:51,701 That sounds about right. 208 00:28:52,247 --> 00:28:54,134 Can I come with you? 209 00:29:11,736 --> 00:29:13,230 - We're not open yet, sir. - Where is she? 210 00:29:13,432 --> 00:29:15,254 - Who are you? - You're new. 211 00:29:15,480 --> 00:29:19,092 - Why don't you leave a message. - Why don't you shut your mouth. 212 00:29:22,264 --> 00:29:23,890 Hello, mickser. 213 00:29:25,816 --> 00:29:27,377 I gotta find Will. 214 00:29:27,576 --> 00:29:29,518 It's been three years. 215 00:29:30,489 --> 00:29:31,983 Bring a brandy. 216 00:29:32,185 --> 00:29:33,876 He still writes to you. 217 00:29:34,073 --> 00:29:35,731 He used to. 218 00:29:38,713 --> 00:29:42,009 The last letter was 11 months ago. 219 00:29:47,962 --> 00:29:50,034 We can't bury Davey without Will there. 220 00:29:50,938 --> 00:29:52,847 You may have to. 221 00:29:59,354 --> 00:30:00,597 Why'd he do it? 222 00:30:01,594 --> 00:30:05,456 - Was he selling drugs? - No, he was just playing at it. It was... 223 00:30:05,659 --> 00:30:07,666 ...like everything else. 224 00:30:07,866 --> 00:30:09,776 Just dabbling. 225 00:30:11,611 --> 00:30:14,066 Just looking for the soft money. 226 00:30:16,378 --> 00:30:18,418 He was my fifth gear. 227 00:30:19,387 --> 00:30:21,078 What am I gonna do? 228 00:30:21,979 --> 00:30:23,834 What am I gonna do now? 229 00:30:24,347 --> 00:30:26,322 I loved him too. 230 00:30:29,435 --> 00:30:32,632 But I can't help you. I'm sorry. 231 00:30:33,723 --> 00:30:36,309 I don't know where Will is. 232 00:30:39,548 --> 00:30:40,955 Why did he go? 233 00:30:46,012 --> 00:30:48,052 He had a breakdown. 234 00:30:49,884 --> 00:30:51,312 That's shit! 235 00:30:52,123 --> 00:30:54,262 Will Graham was the hardest man I've ever known. 236 00:30:54,491 --> 00:30:56,858 And I've known a few, believe me. 237 00:30:57,051 --> 00:30:58,873 I'm gonna find him. 238 00:31:00,636 --> 00:31:02,938 He's got to know. 239 00:31:05,691 --> 00:31:06,935 Why? 240 00:31:27,261 --> 00:31:30,076 Forty of the usual, ali, please. 241 00:31:35,997 --> 00:31:37,590 Eight-fifty. 242 00:31:38,653 --> 00:31:40,595 That's a rascal of a suit. 243 00:31:42,749 --> 00:31:44,659 What color do they call that? 244 00:31:52,189 --> 00:31:54,710 Eight-pounds-50, please. 245 00:31:54,909 --> 00:31:56,698 Robbery. 246 00:32:27,487 --> 00:32:29,211 When's the funeral? 247 00:32:32,127 --> 00:32:35,389 - We don't know yet. - No, no. Course not. 248 00:32:36,928 --> 00:32:38,716 I understand. 249 00:32:40,096 --> 00:32:42,267 After all... 250 00:32:42,464 --> 00:32:44,885 ...funerals are for family. 251 00:32:49,888 --> 00:32:52,157 I'm looking forward to seeing Will. 252 00:32:53,248 --> 00:32:55,103 How long's it been? 253 00:32:55,585 --> 00:32:57,373 Three years? 254 00:33:01,152 --> 00:33:03,291 Take next left. 255 00:33:09,024 --> 00:33:11,163 Things are changed. 256 00:33:13,408 --> 00:33:14,750 Wouldn't you say? 257 00:33:19,616 --> 00:33:21,722 Left! I said, left. 258 00:33:21,920 --> 00:33:23,960 - That was left. - I meant "right." 259 00:33:24,641 --> 00:33:26,583 When I say "left," I mean "right." 260 00:33:38,593 --> 00:33:41,081 Things have changed a lot in three years. 261 00:33:42,209 --> 00:33:43,770 Yeah. 262 00:33:44,353 --> 00:33:48,477 "Yes." not "yeah." yes. 263 00:33:53,858 --> 00:33:56,127 I hope Will understands that. 264 00:33:56,802 --> 00:33:58,744 We can't find him. 265 00:33:58,914 --> 00:34:00,769 So I hear. 266 00:34:14,274 --> 00:34:16,097 I'll leave it to you. 267 00:34:18,339 --> 00:34:20,194 I quite like roses. 268 00:34:21,379 --> 00:34:22,808 Pull over. 269 00:34:30,659 --> 00:34:32,350 Filthy habit. 270 00:35:46,150 --> 00:35:48,037 It's Will. 271 00:35:48,261 --> 00:35:49,985 I'll ring back. 272 00:36:30,759 --> 00:36:32,188 Davey? 273 00:36:32,840 --> 00:36:34,334 Davey, are you there? 274 00:37:17,097 --> 00:37:18,920 This is silk. 275 00:37:20,073 --> 00:37:21,961 Yeah, I'll bring a suitcase for the good stuff, eh? 276 00:37:22,154 --> 00:37:23,976 It's almost new. 277 00:37:25,578 --> 00:37:27,912 What we gonna do with all this stuff? 278 00:37:28,810 --> 00:37:31,144 Well, we'll sling the old gear, and I'll... 279 00:37:31,338 --> 00:37:33,225 I'll keep the rest round my place until Will tells us 280 00:37:33,418 --> 00:37:35,589 what he wants done with it. 281 00:37:35,786 --> 00:37:38,274 I'm sorry I had to let the flat. 282 00:37:40,842 --> 00:37:42,598 Come here. 283 00:37:43,179 --> 00:37:44,934 Don't be daft. 284 00:37:45,481 --> 00:37:46,856 Davey? 285 00:37:47,722 --> 00:37:49,151 Are you there? 286 00:37:51,402 --> 00:37:52,744 I'll keep calling. 287 00:37:55,114 --> 00:37:57,154 Will? Will? 288 00:37:58,730 --> 00:38:00,291 Fuck it. 289 00:38:04,874 --> 00:38:06,183 It's sheridan. 290 00:38:08,362 --> 00:38:10,435 Still in your feather? 291 00:38:12,875 --> 00:38:14,249 It's Will. 292 00:38:14,443 --> 00:38:16,068 I'll ring back. 293 00:38:17,899 --> 00:38:19,393 Davey? 294 00:38:21,131 --> 00:38:23,041 Davey, are you there? 295 00:38:25,228 --> 00:38:27,082 If you're there, pick it up. 296 00:38:27,500 --> 00:38:29,223 Davey? 297 00:38:30,124 --> 00:38:31,717 I'll keep trying. 298 00:38:57,388 --> 00:39:00,291 Come on, blow your candles out. Blow your candles out. 299 00:39:00,525 --> 00:39:03,307 Will, you get over here. You should be over here with him. 300 00:39:03,501 --> 00:39:04,613 - One, two, three. - Come on. 301 00:39:04,813 --> 00:39:06,668 Always hiding behind that camera. 302 00:39:06,861 --> 00:39:09,829 - Speech! - Speech. Come on, give it your best. 303 00:39:10,509 --> 00:39:12,134 - Thanks to Will. - Thank you, Will. 304 00:39:12,333 --> 00:39:14,089 - Thanks to Will. - For everything. 305 00:39:14,286 --> 00:39:16,195 - As always. - You're there all the time... 306 00:39:16,397 --> 00:39:17,674 ...for all these lovely people. 307 00:39:20,590 --> 00:39:22,630 Here's to you, Will. Here's to you. 308 00:39:22,830 --> 00:39:24,423 I'll do it. I'll do it. Guys, come on. 309 00:39:24,622 --> 00:39:27,556 - Ah, lovely. - Yeah. 310 00:41:31,442 --> 00:41:32,620 Yes? 311 00:41:32,818 --> 00:41:34,640 I'm looking for Davey. 312 00:41:35,442 --> 00:41:36,522 Davey? 313 00:41:36,754 --> 00:41:39,983 You still got that little rat on a rope you call a dog? 314 00:41:44,563 --> 00:41:47,727 Will. Will, I didn't know it was you. 315 00:41:47,923 --> 00:41:49,352 Where is he? 316 00:41:50,515 --> 00:41:51,922 Davey. 317 00:41:52,979 --> 00:41:54,473 Out? 318 00:44:40,056 --> 00:44:41,463 All right! 319 00:44:45,560 --> 00:44:47,349 All right! 320 00:44:50,297 --> 00:44:52,239 Who the fuck are...? 321 00:44:55,609 --> 00:44:56,787 Will? 322 00:44:56,984 --> 00:44:58,511 How did...? 323 00:44:59,321 --> 00:45:00,695 Oh, Will. 324 00:45:03,961 --> 00:45:06,416 Oh, mate, I don't know what to say. 325 00:45:14,554 --> 00:45:18,351 Get away from there now, before I call the police! 326 00:45:43,418 --> 00:45:45,840 I'm seeing the coroner tomorrow. 327 00:45:47,515 --> 00:45:49,489 That was fucking horrible. 328 00:45:50,491 --> 00:45:54,385 They was talking about Davey like he was a lump of meat. 329 00:45:55,484 --> 00:45:57,905 Was there anything that sounded odd to you? 330 00:45:59,932 --> 00:46:02,387 - Odd? - About what happened. 331 00:46:03,452 --> 00:46:04,913 No one knows what happened. 332 00:46:05,116 --> 00:46:06,807 It's a fucking mystery, isn't it? 333 00:46:41,693 --> 00:46:43,798 It's rather technical. 334 00:46:51,966 --> 00:46:53,242 You may not understand some... 335 00:46:53,438 --> 00:46:55,576 how do I arrange an independent postmortem? 336 00:46:55,772 --> 00:46:59,766 - Mr. Graham, I do understand your... - through my lawyer? 337 00:47:00,797 --> 00:47:04,059 It was an incontrovertible suicide. 338 00:47:31,839 --> 00:47:34,108 It's little billy. He's back. 339 00:47:34,334 --> 00:47:37,182 I've just seen him. I've just seen Will Graham. 340 00:47:40,446 --> 00:47:41,374 You sure? 341 00:47:41,567 --> 00:47:44,284 I wasn't at first, but then he went in that banged up old club of his. 342 00:47:44,479 --> 00:47:46,367 Looks like a fucking pikey. 343 00:47:46,559 --> 00:47:49,210 He's come down, frank. He's nothing. 344 00:47:49,951 --> 00:47:51,893 Nothing to worry about. 345 00:47:53,247 --> 00:47:54,873 Who's worried? 346 00:48:01,280 --> 00:48:03,102 Take me to the shop. 347 00:48:04,480 --> 00:48:06,367 Then find al. 348 00:48:50,898 --> 00:48:52,524 Long time. 349 00:49:20,788 --> 00:49:24,432 We thought we'd lost you. Fuck me, look at you. 350 00:49:24,628 --> 00:49:26,701 You been sleeping rough? 351 00:49:28,053 --> 00:49:31,185 Scruffy bastard. Life rough, mate? 352 00:49:31,797 --> 00:49:34,415 Fit as fuck, I'd say. Lost a bit of weight, Will? 353 00:49:34,613 --> 00:49:36,850 That's living out there with all them fucking carrot crunchers 354 00:49:37,046 --> 00:49:38,256 that does that. 355 00:49:38,454 --> 00:49:40,363 I knew you'd be back one day. 356 00:49:42,902 --> 00:49:44,626 What can a friend say, mate? 357 00:49:45,718 --> 00:49:48,566 - I mean... - he was a lovely kid. 358 00:49:49,142 --> 00:49:50,517 I still can't believe it. 359 00:49:50,710 --> 00:49:53,231 - Not Davey. Not that. - Why? 360 00:49:54,711 --> 00:49:56,566 I wanna know why. 361 00:49:57,110 --> 00:49:58,703 No bugger knows, Will. 362 00:49:58,903 --> 00:50:00,147 No one. 363 00:50:00,343 --> 00:50:01,968 That's a fact, as it happens. 364 00:50:02,167 --> 00:50:03,890 What was he into? 365 00:50:04,695 --> 00:50:06,484 He was always into something. 366 00:50:08,183 --> 00:50:10,126 Well, he didn't owe no one. 367 00:50:10,328 --> 00:50:11,822 I mean, no one was putting the hand on him, 368 00:50:12,024 --> 00:50:13,006 if that's what you mean. 369 00:50:13,208 --> 00:50:14,801 - Everyone loved him, Will. - Tell me. 370 00:50:14,968 --> 00:50:16,495 - There's nothing to tell. - Don't lie to me. 371 00:50:16,728 --> 00:50:19,379 He's dead. What does it matter? 372 00:50:21,209 --> 00:50:22,900 It matters. 373 00:50:25,049 --> 00:50:27,188 Of course it fucking matters. 374 00:50:28,793 --> 00:50:30,865 I wanna know why he died the way he died. 375 00:50:31,065 --> 00:50:34,229 I wanna know why he sat in a bath of cold water for 12 hours... 376 00:50:35,482 --> 00:50:37,369 ...in his clothes... 377 00:50:38,586 --> 00:50:40,790 ...and then cut his throat. 378 00:50:42,042 --> 00:50:45,042 I want the fucking truth now. Talk to me. 379 00:50:46,651 --> 00:50:47,895 He was dealing. 380 00:50:48,123 --> 00:50:51,123 - A bit of coke. - Nothing naughty. 381 00:50:51,355 --> 00:50:54,105 Look, everybody's into a little bit of this and that. They're all doing it. 382 00:50:54,299 --> 00:50:57,300 He's right. I mean, Davey played at it. 383 00:50:57,499 --> 00:50:59,190 You know Davey. You know what he was like, Will. 384 00:50:59,388 --> 00:51:00,533 Was he using? 385 00:51:00,731 --> 00:51:03,830 He had a smoke once or twice. That's the truth, Will. 386 00:51:04,028 --> 00:51:05,751 How much was he turning? 387 00:51:05,948 --> 00:51:07,321 There was nearly 11 grand in that flat. 388 00:51:07,515 --> 00:51:10,003 You don't get that sort of money dealing the odd gram. 389 00:51:10,203 --> 00:51:12,440 He was webbed up with all the beautiful people. 390 00:51:12,572 --> 00:51:14,776 They have more money than sense. 391 00:51:14,972 --> 00:51:16,183 He stiffed them a little. 392 00:51:16,380 --> 00:51:18,420 They didn't have a clue what they were buying. 393 00:51:18,652 --> 00:51:21,620 They get off on a line of powdered fucking rat shit. 394 00:51:22,364 --> 00:51:24,731 That night, he was working. 395 00:51:24,925 --> 00:51:27,413 Eddy dalton gave him a lift. Holland park. I don't drink. 396 00:51:27,612 --> 00:51:29,271 Something happened. 397 00:51:29,789 --> 00:51:31,611 I wanna know what. 398 00:51:32,221 --> 00:51:34,523 Well, you're back, Will... 399 00:51:35,934 --> 00:51:37,079 ...but are you back? 400 00:51:37,277 --> 00:51:39,798 That would be something. The fucking wild bunch. 401 00:51:39,997 --> 00:51:41,656 We'll have this fucking manor on its ear. 402 00:51:41,854 --> 00:51:43,545 Anyone gets in our way... 403 00:51:43,742 --> 00:51:45,946 everything's there for the taking, Will. 404 00:51:46,142 --> 00:51:47,965 Frank turner might have something to say about that. 405 00:51:48,158 --> 00:51:49,500 He's a fucking cracked egg. 406 00:51:49,694 --> 00:51:51,963 I hear he's been busy while I've been away. 407 00:51:52,767 --> 00:51:54,174 I hear he's all over everything. 408 00:51:54,398 --> 00:51:55,675 One day, 409 00:51:55,871 --> 00:51:58,238 I'm gonna fuck him where he breathes. 410 00:51:58,431 --> 00:52:00,405 There's a lot of soft money up, Will. 411 00:52:00,959 --> 00:52:04,156 You could have him over, Will. You put your mind to it. 412 00:52:05,952 --> 00:52:08,025 I'm not back for that. 413 00:52:10,592 --> 00:52:13,407 You think you've changed, do you? 414 00:52:13,824 --> 00:52:15,580 You haven't changed. 415 00:52:15,776 --> 00:52:18,493 Not really. People like us don't change. 416 00:52:18,689 --> 00:52:21,984 - Not deep down. - Arnie, you're wrong. 417 00:52:24,065 --> 00:52:27,065 You're wrong about most things most of the time, mate. 418 00:52:27,745 --> 00:52:29,949 You know, all your life, you've raced this city. 419 00:52:30,146 --> 00:52:32,120 It's in your blood. 420 00:52:32,322 --> 00:52:34,427 You think living like a fucking animal in the back of a van 421 00:52:34,626 --> 00:52:36,481 is gonna change that? Do you? 422 00:52:36,930 --> 00:52:39,778 Because nothing changes. Not really. 423 00:52:40,163 --> 00:52:41,788 You look at frank turner. 424 00:52:41,987 --> 00:52:44,354 He's still bad to the fucking bone. 425 00:52:44,547 --> 00:52:46,074 And he's gonna come for you, mate. 426 00:52:46,946 --> 00:52:48,507 He has to. 427 00:52:50,243 --> 00:52:52,065 It's on you, Will. 428 00:52:52,867 --> 00:52:54,329 But you knew that. 429 00:52:55,075 --> 00:52:57,442 You knew that the moment that you stepped back in this city. 430 00:52:57,667 --> 00:53:01,497 You knew that there were gonna be bodies, someone's going to die. 431 00:53:03,588 --> 00:53:05,693 But then, I think that's what you want. 432 00:53:06,148 --> 00:53:07,774 Isn't it, Will? 433 00:53:08,613 --> 00:53:10,468 You want to die. 434 00:53:18,597 --> 00:53:20,321 Maybe you should do what your fucking brother did 435 00:53:20,517 --> 00:53:22,143 and get it over with! 436 00:53:26,022 --> 00:53:28,062 The man doesn't drink. 437 00:53:40,358 --> 00:53:41,536 Hello. 438 00:53:43,431 --> 00:53:45,537 What are you doing here? 439 00:53:47,335 --> 00:53:49,572 Is there somewhere we can talk? 440 00:53:50,632 --> 00:53:52,061 Please. 441 00:54:08,617 --> 00:54:10,079 His brother's back. 442 00:54:10,281 --> 00:54:13,630 Davey Graham's brother. Will Graham. 443 00:54:13,833 --> 00:54:16,484 Asking questions. If he finds out... 444 00:54:16,681 --> 00:54:17,826 what? 445 00:54:18,026 --> 00:54:21,474 What's he gonna find out? What could he possibly find out? 446 00:54:22,858 --> 00:54:24,483 He's killed people. 447 00:54:24,906 --> 00:54:27,590 He's scum, just like his brother. 448 00:54:28,810 --> 00:54:30,785 What happened that night? 449 00:54:31,019 --> 00:54:35,274 I mean, what did you do to him to make him...? 450 00:54:36,747 --> 00:54:38,340 That night... 451 00:54:39,179 --> 00:54:42,725 ...i was at home with my family. 452 00:54:56,845 --> 00:54:59,944 - Night, johnny. - Bye, then. See you tomorrow. 453 00:55:46,031 --> 00:55:48,006 I thought I'd never see you again. 454 00:55:50,640 --> 00:55:52,167 Why are you here, Will? 455 00:55:52,912 --> 00:55:54,221 You know why. 456 00:55:54,992 --> 00:55:58,254 - Davey. - No, I mean why are you here? 457 00:55:58,448 --> 00:56:00,684 Here with me now? 458 00:56:03,729 --> 00:56:05,801 I thought... 459 00:56:08,273 --> 00:56:09,899 i don't want to speak. 460 00:56:10,129 --> 00:56:12,268 I'm sorry, I'd like you to leave. 461 00:56:14,098 --> 00:56:16,072 I stopped writing because... 462 00:56:19,090 --> 00:56:21,229 ...it wasn't fair. 463 00:56:21,426 --> 00:56:22,888 "Fair"? 464 00:56:23,474 --> 00:56:26,256 Fair? Christ. 465 00:56:26,739 --> 00:56:29,422 You must be able to find a better word than that. 466 00:56:34,099 --> 00:56:35,822 I loved you, Will. 467 00:56:36,403 --> 00:56:40,232 No less for being who you were. I've always known who you were. 468 00:56:41,107 --> 00:56:42,962 What you are. 469 00:56:43,540 --> 00:56:45,580 But I can't forgive you. 470 00:56:46,451 --> 00:56:48,361 Not for leaving me... 471 00:56:49,012 --> 00:56:50,736 ...or abandoning me. I... 472 00:56:52,309 --> 00:56:54,730 I've grown to understand that. 473 00:56:55,637 --> 00:56:59,980 It's that shaming difficulty you have of thinking that you're not loved. 474 00:57:00,181 --> 00:57:02,254 Believing that you're not capable of being loved. 475 00:57:02,453 --> 00:57:04,558 Look at me. 476 00:57:09,270 --> 00:57:11,179 Look at what I've become. 477 00:57:13,846 --> 00:57:16,944 I sometimes don't talk to another living soul for fucking days. 478 00:57:17,750 --> 00:57:18,895 Weeks. 479 00:57:19,574 --> 00:57:21,484 I'm always on the move. I trust no one, nothing. 480 00:57:21,686 --> 00:57:27,219 And it's got fuck-all to do with escape or withdrawal or fear. 481 00:57:29,783 --> 00:57:31,344 It's grief. 482 00:57:33,880 --> 00:57:36,247 For a life wasted. 483 00:57:41,144 --> 00:57:43,283 And now there's Davey. 484 00:57:43,801 --> 00:57:46,736 Another fucking wasted life. 485 00:57:47,544 --> 00:57:50,162 And I'm gonna find out why. 486 00:57:52,153 --> 00:57:54,520 Now, you loved him almost as much as me. 487 00:57:55,321 --> 00:57:57,296 I thought that you might be able to help. 488 00:57:58,906 --> 00:58:01,110 I thought you'd want to help. 489 00:58:03,354 --> 00:58:05,591 I don't know how to help you. 490 00:59:08,415 --> 00:59:11,317 The police pathologist's report was quite comprehensive. 491 00:59:12,895 --> 00:59:15,612 The coroner's verdict, of course, inevitable. 492 00:59:16,351 --> 00:59:17,496 - However... - I'm not questioning 493 00:59:17,695 --> 00:59:19,288 the suicide verdict. 494 00:59:20,831 --> 00:59:24,214 I just need to know why my brother killed himself. 495 00:59:26,048 --> 00:59:28,219 To try to surmise why anyone takes their own life... 496 00:59:28,416 --> 00:59:30,620 just say it. Say what you've got to say. 497 00:59:32,672 --> 00:59:34,266 Very well. 498 00:59:36,705 --> 00:59:39,126 Was your brother homosexual? 499 00:59:39,329 --> 00:59:41,696 Or perhaps bisexual? 500 00:59:44,354 --> 00:59:46,655 Was he bisexual? 501 00:59:48,513 --> 00:59:50,880 There was damage to the mucous membrane in his anus. 502 00:59:51,714 --> 00:59:53,339 Internal bleeding. 503 00:59:53,570 --> 00:59:56,832 He'd had anal intercourse some time before his death. 504 01:00:00,098 --> 01:00:02,335 What are you talking about? 505 01:00:03,074 --> 01:00:04,187 That wasn't in there. 506 01:00:05,283 --> 01:00:07,739 He'd been sitting in the water for at least 12 hours. 507 01:00:08,516 --> 01:00:10,303 - It's difficult... - I'm not interested in blaming 508 01:00:10,498 --> 01:00:13,051 or criticizing anyone. I just want the complete facts, the truth. 509 01:00:14,531 --> 01:00:19,550 The fact is, there was anal penetration on the night before he died. 510 01:00:29,220 --> 01:00:31,522 He wasn't bisexual. 511 01:00:32,996 --> 01:00:35,811 I knew a woman who had been married for 30 years. 512 01:00:36,005 --> 01:00:39,420 Her husband was bisexual. She hadn't got the slightest... 513 01:00:39,620 --> 01:00:41,955 i would have known. 514 01:00:43,492 --> 01:00:45,216 Very well. 515 01:00:45,637 --> 01:00:48,507 That leads to one other conclusion. 516 01:00:49,221 --> 01:00:52,996 If your brother wasn't homosexual or bisexual... 517 01:00:53,797 --> 01:00:59,678 ...then the act was, to use a legal term, nonconsensual buggery. 518 01:01:01,446 --> 01:01:02,755 He was raped? 519 01:01:02,950 --> 01:01:05,317 There was no semen in the mouth. 520 01:01:05,511 --> 01:01:10,116 Often, in rape cases, there's forced genital-mouth contact. 521 01:01:11,495 --> 01:01:16,067 There was evidence that he ejaculated. 522 01:01:16,263 --> 01:01:18,784 - What the fuck are you saying? - It's not uncommon for victims 523 01:01:18,983 --> 01:01:22,431 to become aroused during the act. Even ejaculate. 524 01:01:23,496 --> 01:01:27,141 This can cause damaging psychological stress. 525 01:01:27,592 --> 01:01:32,328 Lf, and I do say "if," this happened to your brother... 526 01:01:32,552 --> 01:01:37,025 ...then it might account for the subsequent suicide. 527 01:01:39,785 --> 01:01:42,305 Of course, none of this would have made any fundamental difference 528 01:01:42,506 --> 01:01:43,651 at the inquest. 529 01:01:43,849 --> 01:01:46,500 The coroner's verdict would have been the same. 530 01:01:48,329 --> 01:01:49,573 I can put you in touch with someone 531 01:01:49,770 --> 01:01:52,520 who can explain it a little better than me. 532 01:01:52,714 --> 01:01:55,714 If you like. If it would help. 533 01:01:58,442 --> 01:02:01,956 If you think it might help. 534 01:02:41,837 --> 01:02:44,620 It's cathy. I'm at work, can you ring me back? 535 01:02:44,814 --> 01:02:48,196 Where were you last night? You are a sod, Davey. 536 01:02:50,767 --> 01:02:53,833 Hi, it's sheridan. Don't forget the party tonight. 537 01:02:54,031 --> 01:02:56,452 I've got someone lined up, an old school friend. 538 01:02:56,655 --> 01:02:58,630 She's knitting a jumper, and she needs an ounce of wool. 539 01:02:58,831 --> 01:03:00,719 Oh, subtle. That's subtle. 540 01:03:00,911 --> 01:03:03,846 But don't be late, Davey. You're always late. 541 01:03:06,032 --> 01:03:08,902 Still in your feather? It's mickser. 542 01:03:09,136 --> 01:03:11,078 What, half 5. 543 01:03:11,312 --> 01:03:14,574 You still haven't rung me. You still on for ronnie's tonight? 544 01:03:14,769 --> 01:03:19,439 Terence blanchard. Be a blinder. Ring me, eh, you lump! 545 01:03:59,668 --> 01:04:01,675 Hello? 546 01:04:02,356 --> 01:04:05,073 - Hello, is that sheridan? - Yes. 547 01:04:05,396 --> 01:04:07,404 I'm a friend of Davey's. 548 01:04:08,948 --> 01:04:11,053 Can we talk? 549 01:04:11,797 --> 01:04:13,739 It's important. 550 01:04:18,517 --> 01:04:23,024 - And he left about what time? - Eleven. Soon after 11. 551 01:04:23,222 --> 01:04:25,196 - Alone? - Yes. 552 01:04:26,902 --> 01:04:28,276 Did you see him leave? 553 01:04:28,470 --> 01:04:30,193 No, but I know he wasn't with anyone. 554 01:04:30,390 --> 01:04:32,757 He wasn't at the party for that. I told you. 555 01:04:33,239 --> 01:04:35,148 Yeah. 556 01:04:36,598 --> 01:04:39,184 Did you notice anyone leave about the same time? 557 01:04:39,414 --> 01:04:41,780 No. It was early. 558 01:04:45,462 --> 01:04:47,666 This girl he sold to... 559 01:04:48,662 --> 01:04:51,979 well, there was... there was one thing. 560 01:04:52,791 --> 01:04:54,896 The guy she was with, I saw him waiting 561 01:04:55,095 --> 01:04:56,982 while Davey and stella were doing their deal. 562 01:04:59,127 --> 01:05:01,745 He had a cell phone. I'd just missed Davey leaving. 563 01:05:01,944 --> 01:05:04,399 Front door was half open, I heard the lift. 564 01:05:05,751 --> 01:05:09,167 This guy was phoning, and he looked nervous. 565 01:05:09,848 --> 01:05:11,757 He'd seen Davey leaving while he was waiting for stella 566 01:05:11,992 --> 01:05:13,105 to come out of the bedroom. 567 01:05:15,192 --> 01:05:17,014 Maybe it's nothing. Maybe he was just nervous 568 01:05:17,208 --> 01:05:18,190 because she was scoring. 569 01:05:18,424 --> 01:05:20,726 - Did you know who he was? - No. 570 01:05:21,753 --> 01:05:24,023 Do you think you could find out? 571 01:05:27,321 --> 01:05:29,874 I could ring her. 572 01:05:31,962 --> 01:05:35,028 Every victim reacts in a different way. 573 01:05:35,770 --> 01:05:37,842 But there are patterns. 574 01:05:39,098 --> 01:05:41,335 Various elements. 575 01:05:42,234 --> 01:05:45,104 Disbelief. They try to switch off. It didn't happen. 576 01:05:45,306 --> 01:05:47,892 Couldn't happen to them. 577 01:05:49,531 --> 01:05:54,998 Shock can and does take all kinds of forms. 578 01:05:55,931 --> 01:06:02,009 Some victims say that they feel strangely calm, unfeeling, detached. 579 01:06:03,004 --> 01:06:08,274 Others feel the need to shout, express hostility, rage. 580 01:06:10,557 --> 01:06:12,412 But sometimes... 581 01:06:13,213 --> 01:06:17,108 ...not often, but there are cases, I've known at least three, 582 01:06:17,341 --> 01:06:20,690 where this disgust... 583 01:06:20,926 --> 01:06:22,170 ...this... 584 01:06:23,390 --> 01:06:26,140 ...terrible anger... 585 01:06:26,333 --> 01:06:28,919 ...is turned against themselves. 586 01:06:32,926 --> 01:06:35,032 Are you all right? 587 01:06:37,823 --> 01:06:40,092 Do you want me to go on? 588 01:06:46,719 --> 01:06:48,542 Can I take a drink? 589 01:06:51,359 --> 01:06:54,077 Help yourself. 590 01:07:01,760 --> 01:07:03,833 One of the myths... 591 01:07:04,032 --> 01:07:08,670 ...is that rapists, whether they rape men or women, 592 01:07:08,865 --> 01:07:10,753 are highly sexed. 593 01:07:11,233 --> 01:07:14,168 Have insatiable sexual appetites. 594 01:07:15,490 --> 01:07:18,556 The truth is that they are fundamentally inadequate. 595 01:07:18,785 --> 01:07:21,022 They try to prove themselves to themselves. 596 01:07:21,250 --> 01:07:25,309 The rape becomes a sort of symbol of their virility. 597 01:07:26,594 --> 01:07:29,442 Not really interested in sex at all. 598 01:07:30,722 --> 01:07:35,774 Rape is much more about domination, humiliation... 599 01:07:37,187 --> 01:07:38,910 ...defiling. 600 01:07:40,515 --> 01:07:42,686 It's a crime of power... 601 01:07:42,884 --> 01:07:47,674 ...more than it's to do with any sort of sexual pleasure. 602 01:07:53,156 --> 01:07:55,971 What kind of man am I looking for? 603 01:07:56,869 --> 01:07:59,968 Would the police be looking for? 604 01:08:02,309 --> 01:08:06,587 Well, he's more than likely to be heterosexual, even married with kids. 605 01:08:07,653 --> 01:08:09,955 Could be any reasonable age. 606 01:08:11,686 --> 01:08:14,305 And there might have been more than one. 607 01:08:14,822 --> 01:08:19,678 Often, the others just hold the victim down. 608 01:08:24,326 --> 01:08:27,109 What's the chances that Davey would have known them? 609 01:08:27,623 --> 01:08:30,656 Lt'd be more likely that the attack came from strangers. 610 01:08:32,744 --> 01:08:37,861 But he might have known them. I can't really answer that. 611 01:08:43,176 --> 01:08:45,478 You are going to the police? 612 01:08:46,760 --> 01:08:48,451 Please. 613 01:08:49,513 --> 01:08:52,808 Please let them deal with it. 614 01:09:03,274 --> 01:09:05,314 Never did like you. 615 01:09:05,705 --> 01:09:09,797 I mean, look at you now, like a fucking pikey. 616 01:09:10,634 --> 01:09:12,870 I'm talking to you. 617 01:09:13,226 --> 01:09:16,073 You useless bag of shit. 618 01:09:16,777 --> 01:09:18,720 Message from mr. Turner: 619 01:09:18,922 --> 01:09:20,515 "You bury that brother of yours, 620 01:09:20,714 --> 01:09:23,397 then you fuck off back to where you come from." 621 01:09:23,594 --> 01:09:24,936 Get me... 622 01:09:25,899 --> 01:09:27,808 ...Willy? 623 01:09:27,979 --> 01:09:31,208 And you tell those fucking trainspotters you used to run with 624 01:09:31,403 --> 01:09:35,364 if they get any ideas, if they get fucking funny, 625 01:09:35,564 --> 01:09:37,800 they're going down a hole. 626 01:09:39,307 --> 01:09:40,867 She's unbelievable, this bird. 627 01:09:41,068 --> 01:09:45,443 She's phoned this stella up, right. She's got his name, his address, 628 01:09:45,644 --> 01:09:48,033 she's even got his fucking phone number. 629 01:09:48,236 --> 01:09:50,757 Said she's drawing up this guest list 630 01:09:50,956 --> 01:09:52,615 for the opening of a new club or something. 631 01:09:52,812 --> 01:09:54,984 Needs to send out the invitation. 632 01:09:55,884 --> 01:09:58,023 She's quite an item, I tell you. 633 01:09:58,253 --> 01:10:00,425 I mean, I never used to think what Davey saw in them, 634 01:10:01,133 --> 01:10:03,817 but I could certainly oblige that one, I know that. 635 01:10:05,357 --> 01:10:06,819 Will? 636 01:10:07,053 --> 01:10:09,192 - You with me? - Davey was raped. 637 01:10:10,958 --> 01:10:12,867 What are you talking about? 638 01:10:14,830 --> 01:10:17,415 He killed himself because he was raped. 639 01:10:21,102 --> 01:10:22,564 Will, what the fuck are you talking about? 640 01:10:22,766 --> 01:10:25,450 I had a second postmortem done. The police pathologist missed it. 641 01:10:27,407 --> 01:10:30,724 What? Missed...? What? 642 01:10:33,327 --> 01:10:38,314 Davey was buggered the night before he killed himself. 643 01:10:39,728 --> 01:10:41,387 Well, why didn't you tell me straightaway? 644 01:10:41,584 --> 01:10:44,301 Because I knew what you'd be thinking now. 645 01:10:45,424 --> 01:10:47,312 No, no, no. 646 01:10:47,505 --> 01:10:50,800 No, he had more women... he... 647 01:10:50,993 --> 01:10:54,954 - he fucked himself stupid. - Yeah, but you're not sure, are you? 648 01:10:55,729 --> 01:10:57,966 Don't you lay that on me. 649 01:10:58,161 --> 01:11:02,384 Don't you fucking lay that on me. Davey was... 650 01:11:02,962 --> 01:11:05,548 he was not bent. 651 01:11:06,834 --> 01:11:08,176 Fuck you! 652 01:11:08,914 --> 01:11:10,987 Fuck you! 653 01:11:15,187 --> 01:11:16,496 What'd he say? 654 01:11:16,691 --> 01:11:19,408 - Nothing. - Nothing? 655 01:11:20,051 --> 01:11:21,993 Ask irish. 656 01:11:22,195 --> 01:11:24,202 That's a fact, mr. Turner. 657 01:11:24,660 --> 01:11:26,732 He ain't gonna give no one no trouble. 658 01:11:26,932 --> 01:11:30,096 Don't ever underestimate Will Graham. 659 01:11:34,100 --> 01:11:37,995 He's a fierce man who'll go the distance. 660 01:11:45,845 --> 01:11:48,114 You should never have left him like that. 661 01:11:48,310 --> 01:11:50,415 It was wrong, Will, and you know it. 662 01:11:51,573 --> 01:11:54,803 He never had no family, no one. He was just a kid. 663 01:11:54,998 --> 01:11:58,478 You was always buying him stuff. Always giving him things. 664 01:11:59,222 --> 01:12:03,184 When you left, we had noth... he had nothing. 665 01:12:04,823 --> 01:12:07,059 So he went for the soft money. 666 01:12:07,287 --> 01:12:11,957 Started dealing, started getting himself whacked up with them wanks, them... 667 01:12:13,272 --> 01:12:16,654 I'm telling you, if Davey was raped, it was one of them who did it. 668 01:12:16,856 --> 01:12:19,922 They're fucking brainsick, that lot. 669 01:12:21,784 --> 01:12:25,013 I'll fucking do the lot of them! 670 01:12:32,857 --> 01:12:34,231 Yes? 671 01:12:35,545 --> 01:12:37,650 It's stella. 672 01:12:37,880 --> 01:12:39,190 Hi. 673 01:12:51,002 --> 01:12:53,075 David myers? 674 01:13:00,315 --> 01:13:03,032 I'm Davey Graham's brother. 675 01:13:04,123 --> 01:13:06,457 All I want is his name. 676 01:13:07,323 --> 01:13:10,171 Are you fucking listening? Are you? 677 01:13:12,188 --> 01:13:16,825 I can't. You don't know him. He'll kill me. 678 01:13:17,020 --> 01:13:19,573 You're fucking dead already. 679 01:13:26,044 --> 01:13:29,078 Do you know what he did to Davey? 680 01:13:29,276 --> 01:13:33,019 All I did was phone from the flat. 681 01:13:33,213 --> 01:13:37,752 I didn't have anything to do with whatever. 682 01:13:38,621 --> 01:13:42,167 - He wouldn't tell me. - He raped him. 683 01:13:43,517 --> 01:13:47,609 That's why Davey killed himself. 684 01:13:57,694 --> 01:13:59,669 Well, this is money around here, isn't it? 685 01:14:00,158 --> 01:14:02,711 These ain't car salesmen's houses. 686 01:14:03,102 --> 01:14:05,339 No, this cunt's wrong. 687 01:14:09,919 --> 01:14:11,381 We might need this. 688 01:14:12,223 --> 01:14:14,132 We? 689 01:14:14,367 --> 01:14:17,531 - Well, I'm coming with you. - No, you're not. 690 01:15:48,519 --> 01:15:50,886 Get out there! Go on! See them off! 691 01:15:51,110 --> 01:15:53,379 See them off! Go ahead! Go on there, boy! 692 01:15:53,575 --> 01:15:55,550 See them off, henry! 693 01:15:57,607 --> 01:15:59,036 Good boy! 694 01:16:26,505 --> 01:16:28,261 Up behind the traps. 695 01:16:28,457 --> 01:16:30,279 And out they go, and it's flashing moment out. 696 01:16:30,473 --> 01:16:32,229 He flashes to the front, and he leads to the bend 697 01:16:32,426 --> 01:16:34,728 from number six, man upset, and jet spray. 698 01:16:34,922 --> 01:16:36,809 Into the second bend, and it's flashing moment. 699 01:16:37,002 --> 01:16:39,173 He's gone three lengths and two and a half lengths in front. 700 01:16:39,370 --> 01:16:41,159 Jet spray and man upset battling for second, 701 01:16:41,354 --> 01:16:42,849 and lid-pal-sammy putting in a big run. 702 01:16:43,051 --> 01:16:45,833 Heading down to the third bend, and jet spray is closing. 703 01:16:46,027 --> 01:16:47,783 There's two lengths in it at the third bend. 704 01:16:47,979 --> 01:16:49,441 But it's flashing moment by two lengths 705 01:16:49,643 --> 01:16:51,334 from jet spray, who is closing. 706 01:16:51,531 --> 01:16:53,670 In third place, number three, lid-pal-sammy. 707 01:16:53,867 --> 01:16:56,256 Off the final bend, and they're coming home, and they're clashing. 708 01:16:56,492 --> 01:16:59,754 And jet spray! Jet spray gets up on the line to win it. 709 01:16:59,948 --> 01:17:04,421 Flashing moment in second, and lid-pal-sammy in third. 710 01:17:47,055 --> 01:17:48,844 Frank? 711 01:17:50,288 --> 01:17:51,913 Frank! 712 01:17:53,743 --> 01:17:56,045 Frank! 713 01:17:59,056 --> 01:18:00,332 Jesus. 714 01:18:00,913 --> 01:18:03,663 - Take it off. - You're fucking finished, al. 715 01:18:03,825 --> 01:18:07,437 No! Take this thing! Take it off! 716 01:18:07,601 --> 01:18:10,350 - You're fucking finished. - What is it, frank? 717 01:18:10,545 --> 01:18:12,269 - Nothing. - Don't tell me "nothing." 718 01:18:12,465 --> 01:18:13,545 - What's going on? - Get inside. 719 01:18:13,746 --> 01:18:17,422 - I want to know what's going on. - Now, get in. Get inside! 720 01:18:28,369 --> 01:18:30,758 Just come and get him out of my garden. 721 01:18:31,570 --> 01:18:34,472 Then I want you all at the shop. I wanna know who did this. 722 01:18:34,706 --> 01:18:38,481 I wanna see their faces. While they've still got faces. 723 01:18:38,707 --> 01:18:42,536 Arnie ryan, cannibal, big john. 724 01:18:43,059 --> 01:18:44,750 Has to be them. 725 01:18:46,450 --> 01:18:48,785 You don't get a second chance with that crew. 726 01:18:48,979 --> 01:18:52,623 Al wasn't up to it. He was too old. 727 01:18:54,772 --> 01:18:55,917 Like me? 728 01:18:56,115 --> 01:19:00,458 No, not like you. Not like you at all. It's just that... 729 01:19:00,660 --> 01:19:02,002 he was out-of-date. 730 01:19:02,228 --> 01:19:04,617 Oh, he could bang a bit, but that was all. 731 01:19:05,524 --> 01:19:07,728 You need someone younger... 732 01:19:07,924 --> 01:19:11,307 ...more useful. 733 01:19:11,861 --> 01:19:13,105 Like you? 734 01:19:13,653 --> 01:19:17,428 No, not like me. I'm just a driver. 735 01:19:19,382 --> 01:19:21,967 My cousin's over from belfast. 736 01:19:22,166 --> 01:19:23,889 He's your man. 737 01:19:24,086 --> 01:19:28,593 He's a bit special. In fact, he's very special. 738 01:19:30,294 --> 01:19:32,815 You're gonna need someone now al's gone. 739 01:20:01,785 --> 01:20:04,819 They're all in there, waiting for you. 740 01:20:08,601 --> 01:20:10,489 This cousin of yours... 741 01:20:11,482 --> 01:20:12,976 ...is he discreet? 742 01:20:13,754 --> 01:20:15,641 Oh, yes. 743 01:20:18,265 --> 01:20:19,826 Take me to him. 744 01:20:20,378 --> 01:20:23,674 - Now? - Now. 745 01:20:43,164 --> 01:20:44,822 Turner wants him gone, you know. 746 01:20:45,884 --> 01:20:47,346 I told him to bury Davey and then fuck off 747 01:20:47,580 --> 01:20:49,140 back where he came from. 748 01:20:49,820 --> 01:20:51,479 He can't now, can he? 749 01:20:51,676 --> 01:20:54,197 Not really, no. 750 01:20:55,356 --> 01:20:57,244 No. 751 01:20:59,357 --> 01:21:02,226 That man raped Davey. 752 01:21:03,069 --> 01:21:06,386 You don't understand. How could you? 753 01:21:07,133 --> 01:21:09,817 You never could. 754 01:21:14,270 --> 01:21:16,158 You say you went to see this man? 755 01:21:16,350 --> 01:21:17,081 - Tonight. - What did he say? 756 01:21:17,150 --> 01:21:18,711 - Tonight. - What did he say? 757 01:21:18,910 --> 01:21:22,227 I don't know. I wasn't with Will, I just drove him there. 758 01:21:22,431 --> 01:21:24,952 - You didn't ask him? - I did. 759 01:21:26,111 --> 01:21:28,086 He didn't answer. 760 01:21:30,079 --> 01:21:31,770 What do you think he will do? 761 01:21:32,928 --> 01:21:34,389 I don't know. 762 01:21:36,416 --> 01:21:38,271 I really don't. 763 01:21:40,768 --> 01:21:42,591 He's changed. 764 01:21:42,816 --> 01:21:44,704 Has he? 765 01:21:45,280 --> 01:21:46,906 Three years ago... 766 01:21:48,129 --> 01:21:50,496 ...he would have shot that sick fucker! 767 01:21:55,521 --> 01:21:57,856 He didn't wanna know. 768 01:22:42,565 --> 01:22:45,947 - I'm sorry. - I'm not here for that. 769 01:22:46,180 --> 01:22:50,458 Go to the police, Will. Don't do anything. Go to the police. 770 01:22:50,693 --> 01:22:52,481 What can they do without Davey's testimony? 771 01:22:52,677 --> 01:22:54,106 That boy from the party, surely he... 772 01:22:54,341 --> 01:22:57,724 all boad has to do is say that Davey consented. 773 01:23:00,710 --> 01:23:02,498 I can't just do nothing. 774 01:23:07,814 --> 01:23:10,497 You left all that behind. 775 01:23:10,694 --> 01:23:13,116 - Three years ago. - Did i? 776 01:23:13,318 --> 01:23:14,692 That's why you went. 777 01:23:16,102 --> 01:23:18,045 Was it? 778 01:23:21,831 --> 01:23:23,741 They'll be talking about him in the pubs and the clubs, 779 01:23:23,975 --> 01:23:25,502 saying what a great kid he was. 780 01:23:26,503 --> 01:23:28,096 Making up stories, lies. 781 01:23:29,864 --> 01:23:33,159 They'll fit him into their fantasy, create the myth. 782 01:23:35,144 --> 01:23:36,999 They'll all be at the funeral, suited and booted... 783 01:23:39,080 --> 01:23:41,316 ...singing the hymns. 784 01:23:41,512 --> 01:23:44,774 Messages on the heart-shaped wreaths. 785 01:23:46,793 --> 01:23:48,648 There'll be tears. 786 01:23:50,025 --> 01:23:51,749 Plenty of crying. We love to weep. 787 01:23:52,713 --> 01:23:54,982 Shows how much we care... 788 01:23:56,777 --> 01:23:59,014 ...how much we feel. - I don't want to hear this. 789 01:23:59,274 --> 01:24:01,379 Oh, they'll be talking about him, all right. 790 01:24:01,705 --> 01:24:04,226 "Hey, you know Will Graham's brother? 791 01:24:05,514 --> 01:24:07,270 You know he was raped?" 792 01:24:07,722 --> 01:24:09,282 "Raped?" 793 01:24:10,346 --> 01:24:12,353 "Yeah, it was suicide." 794 01:24:13,482 --> 01:24:14,944 "Suicide?" 795 01:24:17,803 --> 01:24:20,421 There'll be one man and his fucking dog. 796 01:24:22,123 --> 01:24:26,858 Get out. Go. Tonight. Leave the city. 797 01:24:27,083 --> 01:24:30,564 Go back where you can breathe. If you stay, it'll destroy you. 798 01:24:31,948 --> 01:24:33,923 You know that. 799 01:24:36,205 --> 01:24:38,343 Forget the funeral. 800 01:25:04,174 --> 01:25:06,727 Don't smoke in my car. 801 01:25:07,823 --> 01:25:09,678 Please. 802 01:25:11,055 --> 01:25:13,477 You got me out of my bed. 803 01:26:20,820 --> 01:26:22,347 I want a suit pressed. 804 01:26:28,948 --> 01:26:31,120 Number eleven. 805 01:27:30,425 --> 01:27:33,043 - Long time no see, mr. Graham. - Charlie. 806 01:28:15,804 --> 01:28:17,463 Housekeeping. 807 01:28:21,596 --> 01:28:22,262 Thanks. 808 01:28:22,333 --> 01:28:23,064 Thanks. 809 01:28:51,743 --> 01:28:53,980 - Hello? - Pack a bag. 810 01:28:55,615 --> 01:28:57,884 I'll pick you up in three hours. 811 01:28:58,079 --> 01:28:59,541 Just like that? 812 01:29:00,351 --> 01:29:01,780 Just like that. 813 01:29:25,057 --> 01:29:26,170 What the...? 814 01:29:35,778 --> 01:29:36,956 Henry! 815 01:29:39,843 --> 01:29:41,566 Henry? 816 01:29:49,859 --> 01:29:51,103 No. 817 01:29:54,244 --> 01:29:55,902 Why? 818 01:29:59,107 --> 01:30:00,634 Why? 819 01:30:02,756 --> 01:30:04,349 Why'd you do it? 820 01:30:06,308 --> 01:30:08,447 There's always a reason. 821 01:30:08,645 --> 01:30:10,882 You must have had a reason. 822 01:30:13,221 --> 01:30:16,450 I wanna kill you so badly, I can taste it. 823 01:30:19,173 --> 01:30:21,508 I know who you are. 824 01:30:22,374 --> 01:30:24,348 You're just like he was. 825 01:30:25,414 --> 01:30:27,651 So sure of himself. 826 01:30:28,166 --> 01:30:30,817 So certain of what he was. 827 01:30:34,694 --> 01:30:37,116 I was watching him for weeks, you know. 828 01:30:37,319 --> 01:30:40,701 At the parties, the restaurants, clubs. 829 01:30:45,063 --> 01:30:47,878 He was everything I loathed. 830 01:30:48,071 --> 01:30:51,966 The clothes, the walk, the talk, the lies. 831 01:30:53,928 --> 01:30:57,408 The way he smoked. They way he laughed. 832 01:30:57,609 --> 01:31:00,424 Laughing, always laughing. Mocking. 833 01:31:00,616 --> 01:31:03,137 Everything, everyone. 834 01:31:04,905 --> 01:31:06,498 And the women. 835 01:31:06,985 --> 01:31:10,116 Their eyes, like hands, on him all the time. 836 01:31:10,313 --> 01:31:12,834 I mean, come on, what was he, huh? 837 01:31:13,033 --> 01:31:15,008 Thief, huh? 838 01:31:15,434 --> 01:31:16,961 Drug dealer? 839 01:31:17,610 --> 01:31:19,683 A degenerate? 840 01:31:21,674 --> 01:31:24,521 I wanted to show him what he was. 841 01:31:25,770 --> 01:31:27,047 Nothing. 842 01:31:28,523 --> 01:31:29,930 Nothing. 843 01:31:31,307 --> 01:31:34,057 He was less than nothing. 844 01:31:34,923 --> 01:31:37,345 I wanted him to know that. 845 01:31:38,923 --> 01:31:40,866 I'm gonna kill you. 846 01:31:45,196 --> 01:31:48,044 I am going to kill you. 847 01:31:54,956 --> 01:31:56,363 Not now. 848 01:31:58,859 --> 01:32:00,900 Not tonight. 849 01:32:02,316 --> 01:32:04,324 That would be too easy. 850 01:32:07,021 --> 01:32:08,995 Maybe next week. 851 01:32:11,117 --> 01:32:12,743 Next month. 852 01:32:15,469 --> 01:32:17,357 You'll never know. 853 01:32:19,341 --> 01:32:21,065 Think about it. 854 01:32:21,645 --> 01:32:23,238 One day... 855 01:32:24,173 --> 01:32:25,799 ...one night... 856 01:32:27,534 --> 01:32:29,323 ...l'll be there. 857 01:33:33,971 --> 01:33:36,208 Most thoughts are memories. 858 01:33:37,363 --> 01:33:39,502 And memories deceive. 859 01:33:40,435 --> 01:33:41,897 The walk. 860 01:33:42,099 --> 01:33:44,434 The way he smoked a cigarette. 861 01:33:44,884 --> 01:33:46,575 Laughed. 862 01:33:48,244 --> 01:33:50,033 The dead are dead. 863 01:33:50,965 --> 01:33:52,590 He's gone. 864 01:33:54,997 --> 01:33:57,680 What's left to ever say he was here at all? 865 01:34:04,277 --> 01:34:06,001 Not much.